the most pain thing u hav been thru..

it's kinda heart break when u stop and stare ur family bone shrink in that way..it's haunting u day and night when u recalled back all the memories and the times having with them.. it's hard to accept the family that u hav been love and looking for will shrink into nothing..the feeling were gulp you ruthlessly and slowly and it's like thousands of glasses slot into your heart....really hard to accept.... now i only know that money can possess the family formerly....it's the most pain damn thing that i hav been thru this years...

Until You

"Baby life was good to me But you just made it better

I love the way you stand by me Through any kind of weather

I don’t wanna run away

Just wanna make your day

When you fell the world is on your shoulders

Dont wanna make it worse

Just wanna make us work

Baby tell me now I'm addicted i will do whatever

[Chorus]It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody, until you
Baby it just took one hit of you You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you need, yeah
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me, I'll do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody until you

See it was enough to no
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cos I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you

[Chorus repeat twice]Nobody, nobody, until you

real friends???

a real friend will understand u n know u well....
a real friend will giving u useful support n point of view fr bottom of their heart...
a real friend will share he/she's knowledge n not selfish to do things to u...
a real friend will not care how contributions he/she had made for u/a group of friends...
a real friend will not sits silently and do nothing when you're in great obstacles...
a real friend will not treat your as a slave...
a real friend will do everything to you no matter what happened...
a real friend will lend his/her hand for you when u need a coaxing or juz a simple hug...
a real friend will smile n talk to your from bottom of his/her heart...
a real friend will look at you n give you a broad smile/ a small shrugged when you once look at him/her...
a real friend will keeps close with his/her interest from bottom of his/her heart...
a real friend will not lie to you once....
a real friend will ........NOT LIKE YOU!!!

u juz like a bee for me...
you'll only fly through once you smell somewhere there's honeys a lot....n keep sucking it n lost your mind...
you'll leaving when there's no more honeys for you to keep sucking...
you'll sting them whoever u dislike.....

wanna say alert to those honeys that u r sucking now...

by d way...wanna thx you for d things that you did to me...
everyday i'm juz like in d circus n watching those funny clown....when i'm be with you...
you make my life full of fun n challenges...
you are d great turn to my friendship mind....

you make me growth n mature in friendship's thought...
shuhhhh.........don ever show your trace of malice that been keeping ages under your bone...i'm not weak as you think...i know your secret.....my friend......

haha, starting new year wiz new hair style...
some of my friend said i look more friendly liao...
bt some of them said i juz look more mature n 'serious'....wu~~
haiz, 1st day school start gt work liao....n pj.......stil.....EXTRAORDINARY EXHAUSTED!!!!
haha, fortunately bola jaring nt incharge by zaitun liao....so lucky...
juz get sem 1 result today...3.68...ok lo...bez in class...so unreal....impossible ....
everyone n other option's friends also talking abt me today..so 'paise'....
juz lucky tis time only....anyway, hope next time also lucky as tis time......

wish me luck

stil veli busy.....haiz...wat to do??
cant wait for d farewell dinner on 19/10, i'm one of d MC...with my coursemates, wish me and my partner do nt make any mistake coz MDM CHUAN there.....(my coursemates will understand what i mean)so stress when she is there....nt only MC i will be, i also hav declaration poem with my friends as our class's performence, i hav solo part somemore...aft some day i hav stamina test also.... duno hw many layers sunblock should i put on.....anyway, ganbate....to my friends also.....luv ya..

settle my bc presentation...yeah!!

finally i finished my bc's presentation.....
it was juz ok ....n much more better then the other two groups...bt it juz nt tat good then d 1st group loh...bt all my friends said tat my performance was good...it was really hard tis two days coz my sleep times are sooo short.... u'll c my panda eyes...some of my male friends din sleep at all. actually i hav two presentations on tat day.. one is bc n d other is sj... we din eat on tat day too...fr 7 s/t til 7pm....so tired.....any way, hapy tat our sj were so good... thx to my group members too, luv u girls...

haha, bk fr kl dy....so tired ter....
anyway, quite good experience to saw many big guys....
agong, p. minister,dato liow tiong lai, hishamuddin, dato ong tee keat...
busy again to continue my assignmentsssss....n pj....haiz.....