wish me luck

stil veli busy.....haiz...wat to do??
cant wait for d farewell dinner on 19/10, i'm one of d MC...with my coursemates, wish me and my partner do nt make any mistake coz MDM CHUAN there.....(my coursemates will understand what i mean)so stress when she is there....nt only MC i will be, i also hav declaration poem with my friends as our class's performence, i hav solo part somemore...aft some day i hav stamina test also.... duno hw many layers sunblock should i put on.....anyway, ganbate....to my friends also.....luv ya..

settle my bc presentation...yeah!!

finally i finished my bc's presentation.....
it was juz ok ....n much more better then the other two groups...bt it juz nt tat good then d 1st group loh...bt all my friends said tat my performance was good...it was really hard tis two days coz my sleep times are sooo short.... u'll c my panda eyes...some of my male friends din sleep at all. actually i hav two presentations on tat day.. one is bc n d other is sj... we din eat on tat day too...fr 7 s/t til 7pm....so tired.....any way, hapy tat our sj were so good... thx to my group members too, luv u girls...

haha, bk fr kl dy....so tired ter....
anyway, quite good experience to saw many big guys....
agong, p. minister,dato liow tiong lai, hishamuddin, dato ong tee keat...
busy again to continue my assignmentsssss....n pj....haiz.....

busy...

haiz,busy to do assignmentsss...
busy to pack my things to kl...
busy to practice my pj test...
busy,busy,busy......
haha, anyway, i bought ticket to bk to ipoh liao..(hari raya)
miss ipoh so much...(especially d food....)

busy with assignments recently....
n drawing d banner tat use on merdeka day....
i hate drawing actually bt quite nice to draw with my friendsss....
sooo tire nwadays...so late to go to bed....miss my bedroom nw(i'm in my classroom nw coz
d banner)....10.20 dy.....

heart break

d 4th week i'm in IPGM Kampus Temenggong Ibrahim without my parents.i'm still a normal
girl with a lot of 'energy'. bt my entire body r very pain coz PJ.i hav to learn a lot of difficult posing like bridge, hip up, shoulder up,balancing d body only with ur hand....n d most distressing
thing is i hav a stamina test which i hav to run at d field for 6 rounds=2.4km.(if u seen my kampus's field , u'll pray for me coz it is extremely big!!) anyway, i'l try my very best. haiz, d
H1N1 very serious nw,so we r told to wear mask in public.lot of my friends nt feeling well recently so i start to worry nw....

in IPTI nw!!!!

hai, guys.miss me??
i miss my friends n family soooooooo much.
wat i want to say is i only can bk to ipoh on sept(hari raya)
coz august i'll go to kl abt a week to rehersal for d indepandent day!!!
so c u guys on sept lah...
muackkkkkk..................

remember me.....>o<**

Remember,I will still be here
As long as you hold me,in your memory
when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me
I am the one star that keeps burning,so brightly,
It is the last light,to fade into the rising sun
I'm with you.
I am the one voicein the cold wind,that whispers,
And if you listen,you'll hear me call across the sky,
just remember me......

GET MY MAY'S SALARY.$$$$$

hahaha, i took my May's salary...finally!!
tat means i hav no relationship with my boss( docus n david) anymore....
finally i escaped fr their monster hand!!
days tat i worked for them were suckssss!!!!!!!!!!
their name sounds good n their face look nice but their heart are black!!!
i can't understand y they can be boss until now..it's totally,definately unfair!!
if i hav chance, i'l go to their kiosk n tell,persuade, coax,deceive,or...the girl tat work for them now to find another job as long as far far away fr their kiosk so they dont be a silly to be their SLAVE!!!(i had tremendous experiences on tat n already NUMB)
sometimes i had a demon on my side n tell me to revenge....hahaha!!
anyway, i'm free now!! IF YOU WORK FOR THEM, I CAN TELL YOU.....................
YOU ARE TOTALLY THE MOST STUPID, IMBECILE,MORON,IDIOT PEOPLE
IN THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another disappointment...

i can't believe joo ji hoon takes drug!!!!he juz looks like a
good,dicipline n clever guy!!!he'l never did s/t tat wil
jeopardize his career....! i mean....he is a good actor tat he gav
a quite good impression to his fans as i thought.but really
disappointment when i read d pertinent news.i mused quite a long
time to think abt him but when i got my conciousness back,i realized
tat was impossible for a talented,good looking n a guy tat quarantee
his brilliant future to do such a moron thing!!he totally
devastated his career, his future, his life.....he juz an ass jerk!!!
fortunately my jeong hoon not involved,if he did, i'l gone mad!!
however, i miss him a lot coz there r no korea series tat have involve him,plus, he goin to be an army for 2 years,i really miss
his hair,his eyes,his smile+laugh,his everything......hope he'l ok
in camp....oppa, da cheon mal pogo shipta,saranghae......

creativity i had in FORM 5..

i stil remember most of d chinese girl in our class like
dongbangshinki-d most famous korea group singer,n one day,
one of my friend birthday, n i decided to 'show off' my creativity,
so i planned to cteate a proposing letter which included dongbangshinki's 37 songs...

'tis letter is especially for BEAUTIFUL YOU, i hope to have
a day like this....a bun of BALLOON is in my left hand,while
i HUG you with my right hand,STEP BY STEP stepping the PURPLE LINE
on the RAINBOW, and there we come to a MAGIC CASTLE, then i say to
you: HEY GIRL, i PRAY FOR GOD when i first saw you,that i really
hope to see you again.that's because i BELIEVE, you are my only one
CHOOSEY LOVER.i just felt LOVE IS ALL I NEED after seeing you, so
please be MY GIRLFRIEND! no matter where are you, I'LL BE THERE,
I NEVER LET YOU GO,because YOU ARE MY MIRACLE. i hope we can TOGETHER
everyday. when you are happy, i'l HIYAYA with you n have a HIGH TIME.
when you are down n sad, i'l help you to HOLDING BACK THE TEARS, DRIVE you FLY AWAY to leave this town.when you are angry, i'l
FREE YOUR MIND,because i have a SONG FOR YOU,your mood will ON&ON to
keep SHINE!so,MAY I LOVE YOU?i'l PROMISE YOU, you are the ONE to be
my FOREVER LOVE.although i don't know what KEYWORD you will give me,
but i will PROUD of my decision to let you know my heart.TONIGHT, i
hope you can RIDE ON to MY DESTINY, to create a BEAUTIFUL LIFE with me.sarangheyo, MY LITTLE PRINCESS!!'

so what u think ?? am i creative???my friend very suprising after she read this.... i also cant believe my greatest prowest!!haha, i blowing water again, forgive me la.....<3

memories......frienz....>0<

i was listening to 'believe' by dongbangshinki when i was wrote tis ...i still remember tis song was my 'yam go'(in cantonese)in form5..i always sang tis song in class when teacher not there..n all d memories in school was flowing through my brain..my frienz, teachers,my stupid posts....but one of d happening i'l neverever forget til death...was d monthly test,i failed my add mm.i was deadly sad at tat moment.my add mm's teacher wanted to c us individually in chemistry lab.when my friend called my name tat i'm d one to c mdm.ranee next.(she is d fierest teacher in d school,not everyone in school can feel tat~~hw lucky our class were...~~)oh ya, actually her name was baby ranee(IRONICALLY HAS A `BABY' IN FRONT THERE).i was frozen n my face went gaunt like a corpse.i told myself tat i muz stay cool n don't cry(everyone burst into tears aft had a chat with mdm ranee). so i sit beside her n staring at her,waiting d first word flowing fr her mouth.
`wat happen to u?'there it was.OMG, i can't resist my sadness n ya, i cried.after had some chat, she asked me to write s/t abt her,anything...i'm still distinctly remember wat i wrote,`i'm really sorry tat i disappoint u n me as well.it is undeniable tat i'm really scare of u becoz u r the only one teacher tat i'm afraid of until my hand shaking.my mind went blank when u walk beside me. i noe it is my own problem but i never hate u coz u r a good n responsible add mms teacher.i promise u i'l put more effort on tat.it is better after chat with u.thx.'hahaha, can't believe tat i'l wrote tat to her..i continued to cry when i reach my class,i'm a sentimental sort of person anyway.my frienz were so suprise coz they never seen me cry before....!!!hahaha,it is a great time for them to know me deeply tat i'm not cool as they thought before time.i always laughed alone when i think back....hw childish i am...isn't??

BIG NEWS!!!!!

OMG!! adam lambert is a gay!!(wat a dismal news).but it is not so suprising for me anyway..i already guest it fr his `outstanding'n `remarkable' style..hahaha,poor sister,she is one of his fans.i prefer kris allen more than adam..becoz kris was handsome,stunning n he has an awesome voice, he is juz meticulous!!!!

bek to ipoh!!

yeah,i bk to ipoh dy!!~finally~
is really struggle n waste of time to walk to
d bus station fr my sis's home...
i was thinking a rite time to `coax',to`deceive'
my sis to find another home coz d destiny to d bus station
was ASS FAR.....................i never walk by a life tat
goin to shopping centre with my entire body DRAWN by sweat!!
anyway, i bought 1 shirt-rm29.9, 2 blouses-rm25 n rm45.9,a
colourful shawl fr FOREVER 21 in 1 Utama-rm39,a short pant-39.9.
i was so excited bt a bit worry bt my purse....
i already swear to myself tat i'l never buy any clothes n others
when i bk to ipoh in 2 months....coz i haven receive my last
salary..........oh ya, my sis bought bk d short pant dy!she was
so happy tat stil got her size(~so lucky~)guess wat, we spend more
money to go bk to 1 Utama d next day becoz of her pant,wat's d most
hard break happening was tat d taxi fees was fr my purse~~~~~~

sucks day in 1U...

yesterday my sist n i went to 1 utama,sounds good...
our legs already feel like fractured dy....
bt it's nt d main point...
we had to stay there fr morning til 7pm s/t while waiting for my elder sist to picked us..
first of all we felt tat is good for us to shop d whole day!
however we finished shop d whole 1U at abt 1pm s/t..
we were damn bore at tat moment...
so we went to d cinema to hav a movie- HANA MONTANA..
to 'fill in d blank of our time'...we finished watching at 4.40pm...
we continued sitting at d chair, stared at people who walk by in stupid way
coz our legs were god damn painful..our last shop were d VOIR shop..
WOW,50%,70%...my sist n i felt crazy dy..
my sist bought a short pan -fr 90s/t to 40s/t..
yeah she was happy...i din bought anything fr there coz tat's nt my target...
finally, after ate s/t, we went to d toilet n we met our sist then we went home...
when we reached home , my sist realized tat she left d new short pan tat she
bought in BRANDED SHOP-VOIR in toilet.....poor sist.....
i wondered if she crying in protest all d way...
anyway, i bought a colourful scaft fr FOREVER 21...RM39!!!
so stay tuned to my blog to check out whether my sist gt cry or not....hahaha!sory...

HaHa! In kL nOw.....

haha, guest wat!
i'm in kl nw!! although i can't go to penang ,
but i still can go to kl for SHOPPING!!!!
all i hav to do is to cover up my scars by make up....
haha, mid valley,time square, sungai wang, 1 utama.....WAIT FOR ME!!!!!
so.....bye for some days....!

STUPID CHICKEN BOX!! >-<'''

if everything went rite, i'l be in penang nw
attended my sist's graduation,happily,freely...
hw on earth can i expected 'd stupid intruder-mr.CHICKEN BOX'
wil coincidentally came n visited me in a indeed,definately,
absolutely,extraordinary wrong time...
damn look at my face now!!SUCKS!SUCKS!SUCKS!!!!!
i was planning everything to be there!clothes, makeup, camera,
shopping,seashell.....MY DREAM TOTALLY SPOIL!!!
i was sitting at home alone,staring d ceiling idlely nw while my family in penang happily!
i was wondering nw if tis condition continue til a week what wil
i becum??mummy??spider girl?running d whole town naked??
or corpse???so what i want to advice nw to parents around d world
is tat take ur children to clinic for injection when they first step to d earth or else u'l regret FOREVER...
sorry.. i'm juz sooooo annoying with d damn chicken box!!!
see? d name already stupid damn ugly.....great composing name
for tis infection!!!

good book!good texts!2

MAGGIE

...COMMAND U TO EXECUTE D AFORESAID JUDGEMENT N SENTENCE BY
HANGING IN A MANNER THAT PRODUCES BRAIN DEATH IN SAID ISAIAH
MATTHEW BOURNE...

When d warden finished, he faced Shay.'Inmate Bourne, do u
hav any final words?'
Shay squinted,until found me in d front row.He kept his eyes
on me for a long moment,n then drifted toward Father Michael.But
then he turned to d side of d tent where d witnesses for d
victim were gathered,n he smiled at June Nealon.'I forgive u,'
he said.
Immediately afterward,a curtain was drawn.It reached only to d floor of d gallows, n it was translucent white.I didn't noe if
d warden had intended for us to c what was happening behind it,
but we could,in macabre silhouette:d hood being placed over Shay's
head,d noose being tightened against his neck,d two officers
who'd secured him stepping backward.
'Goodbye,'I whispered.

good book!good texts!

CHANGE OF HEART-JODI PICOULT

Father Micheal
amazing grace,hw sweet d sound...
tat saveda wretch like me.
i once was lost,bt nw i'm found.
was blind, bt nw i see.

i didn't noe if Shay was guilty of murder, or innocent
n misunderstood. i didn't noe if he was d messiah,or
a savant who channeled texts he'd nvr read.i didn't
noe if we were making history,or only reliving it.
bt i did noe wat to do:i motioned Shay forward,closed
my eyes,n made d cross on his forhead.'Almighty God,'
i murmured,'look on tis ur servant,lying in great weakness,
n comfort him with d promise of life everlasting,given d
resurrection of ur son Jesus Christ our Lord.Amen.'
I opened my eyes to find Shay smiling.
'see u around,Father,'he said.

mission complete!!!hooray!!

hooray,i've finished my interview!!!
thx god i juz manage to answer d 135's questions.
8.20 to 8.50 ....
guess wat, 1 shot!!
next was d group discussion...
it was abt d advans n disadvans of radio n tv...
oh my god, tats horrible.everyone of us were sratch to show off....
same with me.....lah..
everyone were look like angel when we sat quietly
bt at tat moment, each of us were turn into demon.
sorry, i dun mean to commersialize d movie( ANGEI AND DEMON)
we tried to 'kill' each other by transmit fatal viruses.....
arr.. tats over rite?? watever...
coming up next was d individual interv....
good questions to ask , bt damn hard to answer!!!!
wat do u know bt PIPP??
wat do u think bt y our people nt hardworking enough to fulfil their future?
wat's ur responsible in each of ur posts in school??
hw u help to strengthen d relationship each other since
there is 3 races in ur school as a senior??
u hav wrote 'membaca jambatan ilmu' in ur essay??
wats ur opinion??
and blah blah..........
i juz went out after abt 15 mins....
d panel critised me tat my hand writing is too small..
huh....i was frozen...
bt they praised me tat i hav good bahasa coz
i said tat 'memang tdk dnafikan bhw ilmu pengetahuan
mrupakan senjata yg paling ampuh dlm dunia
pancaroba ini'...
n one of d panel said' wow, ini kali pertama saya
dengar plj cina cakap perkataan ' ampuh'.
n d other panel said' saya juga! bahasa kamu baik ya'
n they smile!!!!!wow, tats great!!!
then my interv is finished.
MY MISSION IS COMPLETED!!
after with my 'new friends' luck, n i went bk home n eat
coz i'm starving!!!!
anyway, nice to meet them- asrul, nurul, tee, karyan,tian,n mingyan..

wearing cons now!!

haha!!
i'm new, everyone!!
juz wan to share tat...
I WEARING CONS NOW!!!!
so... i can make up without put on my stupid& heavy glasses!
guess wat?? i'm pretty & young now!!!(i noe i'm nacissistic...)
ah... i think wrong spelling!!AGAIN!!!
haiz..
i still remember my english teacher always nagging at me,
'aiyo, miss wei wei,hw many times already i told u,
is 'writing', nt 'writting'!!wat lah u!!
haha, anyway, I WEARING CONS NW!!!!!!